Today I am very emotional at all. I wanted to get angry with someone. But Ihold that anger and sadness that comes.
But tonight, there is a very valuable experience. I feel very close to her even though we never met. She is MY MOMSKII
This is a conversation between me and her tonight
Pray is the best way to makes our heart to calm from the wrong thing moms :')
I'm just a little girl who is still confused in the face of a problem moomsss
I'm just a little girl who is still confused in the face of a problem moomsss
I want a boyfriend. but my parents forbid me to do going out first, should focus on college. I also can keep their trust. But they are still forbidden. I dont want to make my parents sad, but I also want to have the attention of a a boyfriend
I understand. Sometimes our parents know whats best for us even though we don't like it. You are still very young & still have lots of time for a boyfriend! May-be it wouldnt be such a bad idea to focus on collage first before you get a boyfriend. Your parents love you & just want what they think is best for you.
You seem like a very smart girl & your parents probably don't want that to go to waste.
However, many of my friends the same age with me has a boyfriend. I envy them momss.. I also want to be like them 
My parents still think I'm a baby who still needs to be on guard 24 hours even though we are not in the same region
My parents still think I'm a baby who still needs to be on guard 24 hours even though we are not in the same region
Sometimes happy and sometimes they hurt. But their boyfriend are encouraging my friends in college momss 
Do you want to hurt like your friends do when their boyfriends hurt them? I remember what that was like...it didn't feel good at all! Sometimes a boyfriend isn"t worth it! It is nice to learn how to make yourself happy without a boyfriend.
It is only nice to have a boyfriend if he treats you nice & very respectful!! Boyfriends should never be disrespectful to their girlfriends or hurt them. They are not worth getting hurt for.
I still understand...I just say these things cause you are a nice young lady & I don't want you to get hurt. Boys can make girls cry & I don't like when girls cry. I hope you understand. I will still be happy for you if you get a boyfriend! 
What you say is true. Maybe someday when I become a mother would feel the same as what my parents felt now. Hopefully the guy who would later become my boyfriend is the right person and loves me with all his heart ya momss :')
That makes me very happy to hear you say that! Yes, you want to make sure you marry the right guy for you. One that will treat you with respect because you are a good person & not trash! One that will love you with all his heart!
I really want to be hugged by you
Although we have never met, but you really care to me. I feel really very close to you when I tell you about what I feel my momskii :')
I love you mom
Although we have never met, but you really care to me. I feel really very close to you when I tell you about what I feel my momskii :')
I love you mom
Amin, I was hoping to like that. May God hear the prayers ya momss 
Awwww! I love you too! & yes, I really care about you even though we have never met. I wud like to hug you too.
I am glad to listen to you when you are confused or just want to talk. I want to make you feel better when you are sad. I hope you feel better. 